I can’t wait!
Anonymous asked: Though I'm personally not going to have kids, and pregnancy scares me to the point where I had an abortion and later on I had a miscarriage.... I really hope you do have a baby :D You sound like you would be an amazing mother!! Good luck!!♥
Thank you so much! You made my day :) I hope your dreams will come true as well!
Tonight my husband and i are going to this wine tasting event-thing. The whole night is about (obviously) drinking wine, and eating fancy cheese and sushi. I figured that if i’m pregnant i shouldn’t go, that meant i had to test, which i absolutely didn’t want to do. I haven’t tested for about 5 months now and i KNEW it will come out negative… and it did. After this long iv’e gotten used to it. But this one felt like a punch. And it sucks.
Hopefully soon it will work out and i’ll finally see it was ALL worth it.
So… nothing has changed. Still not pregnant, still no idea why. It’s our.. 17th? month now. I know many people have waited for three, five, TEN years for a baby, but i can’t imagine waiting that long!
It got easier for a while but now it really hurts again. I don’t even hope for it to happen. I stopped taking P.tests a looong time ago. I used to post a lot of pregnancy photos, now it kinda hurts to even look at them .
The second i let go my life felt so much better. I am living for me and my husband and not for a pregnancy test. I just accepted the idea that i can’t control this part of my life and you know what? It’s OK!
I’m happy and i try to surround myself with things that make me feel good, Like music, drawing and writing. And i don’t do pregnancy tests anymore. I expect my life to continue so i’m never surprised. And i’m not feeling like our relationship depends on a pregnancy test. And seeing my period begin feels so much easier when i accept it with love. Honest, try it…
Just read this, AMAZING!! The power of healthy living raw foods is incredible!
And can i just say, her girl is gorgeous!
It’s ovulation week for me. And honestly, the last month was not even bad. I don’t want to feel guilty for not suffering… I believe and know that when the time is right we will have our baby. It does not mean that i have to be sad while i wait
I’m stupid. I should have known i wasn’t pregnant (fooled me with almost a 2 week late) I didn’t have a single symptom and i knew my ovulation was waay off… now i’m a bleeding sad girl (well…wife)
Can you be pregnant and not have ANY symptoms?
I’m so confused… I’m almost 9 days late. By now i don’t want my period to come. It’s stupid but it gives me hope. But at the same time i don’t feel any symptoms and tests keep coming back negative :(
I’m trying not to cry, And not to be disappointed… I don’t know how. I’m not pregnant, and i want to cry
It’s funny how out of all the medical tests you can have, a P.test is the only one you want to come out positive… I wonder sometimes (most times) how it will happen. If i’ll be surprised or i’ll expect it and know for sure it’s there?
I do know that one day i’m going to take that stick and TWO red lines are going to appear.